Limitations

One of the greatest challenges of MS is the unpredictability and uncertainty of what is to come. The effects of multiple sclerosis vary based on which part of the brain or spine is damaged, or more specifically where damage to the nerve-protecting myelin has occurred. As a result, symptoms can be radically different from patient to patient. There isn't any typical MS; everyone's MS is unique to them. It's a very difficult disease to understand. But as you live with it, you need to understand your MS.

Since my MS mainly affects my mobility, I have to be aware of accessibility. I have to be more prepared than before. This takes the spontaneity out of going out. I need to know whether the places that I go are handicapped accessible or not. There’s nothing worse than getting somewhere and finding that you can’t enter because of a stair or stoop. I also need to know whether the restrooms are handicapped accessible or not. This small detail to some is of utmost importance to me.

I am lucky to live in a condo that has a ramp and elevator with a courtyard in a neighborhood that is vibrant and active. I also live near BART (Bay Area Rapid Transit) that can get me around town pretty easily (as long as the elevators are working!) I am also fortunate to have friends that understand my limitations and make a point of coming to me and not letting me feel too isolated. As does my husband and family.

Overall though, I think that there's a limited understanding of what it's like to exist in a less-abled, wheelchair-bound, body. This needs to change. Thankfully, Jason DaSilva of AXS (read: access) Map is bringing us a kind of Yelp for people with disabilities. Creating this viewpoint for those without disabilities is crucial to making a change in society. The disability rights movement needs to gain momentum.

I am thankful that my MS has left my mind unimpaired and I can get around in a wheelchair. But it needs to be easier. There is a fight to be had.